This is an image I was inspired to draw of the King and Queen of Annwn as Bone Wolf and Bone Mare – a guise Gwyn ap Nudd and Creiddylad/Rhiannon have been appearing to me in this winter, a time of revelation, as so many things have been stripped bare.
Nine towers of stone. Around each coils a wyrm. No way in – no door, lock, key, but a single row of windows at the top where I think I glimpse the face of a madman. They are old as the grey mountains. I want to claim they were built by the haulers of scree, the wyrms summoned and bound by the might of magicians or that they came of their own free will raising the towers from some secret land underground that has never been seen. Share rumours of a sibylline prophetess who consulted the wyrm’s heads but whose words are not recorded in dusty books in an arcane language eaten by bookworms. But no explanation rings true or exists. I feel like banging my head against the stone demanding an answer from the inexplicable unblinking eyes and long stony tongues silent as the purple skies. I cannot accept this vision defeating poetry.
I wrote the poem above a couple of years ago and the vision it is based on has stuck with me. It’s only since I started writing my new mythic book, The Dragon’s Tongue, that I realised that the nine towers correspond to the nine heads of the Dragon Mother Anrhuna and that when she was killed her nine heads were bound on the towers so the creator gods had power over the nine elements (stone, earth, magma, fire, air, wind, water, mist, and ice). I’ve finally got round to trying to draw the scene, which I find helps.
Spoke the Prophet with the Dragon’s Tongue, The Voice of the Goddess with Nine Dragon Heads: “The Dragon Goddess shall be slain and in Human Form She shall be reborn as the Mother of the Son.
In His darkest dreams the King of Annwn will tear Out the Eye of Bel, He will tear down the Sun and put it Inside the Belly of His Dead Mother and the Queen of Annwn Will shape for Her Dead Mother a new Earthen Form
And They will send Her in a boat to Portus Setantiorium Where She will be met on the Western Shore with Reedlights And up the River of Belisama will sail to Ribel-Castre And there the Eye of Bel will once again be reborn
As Maponos ‘the Son’ to Matrona ‘the Mother’. Yes! Throughout Belisama’s Vale in the Sacred Groves At the Springs and Wells and the Roaring Fords at the Roman Altars and in the Temples They shall be Honoured.
At the birth of every child She shall appear Threefold To Breathe the Blessings of the Awen into the Infant Mouth. As the Three Mothers of Destiny She shall be Revered In all the Holy Places in the Hills and Vales of the Old North.
And she shall appear Ninefold the Dragon Daughter Of the King of Annwn as Morgana and her Sisters breathing Life into His Cauldron before spiralling into Serpent Forms. And the Nine shall be Recoiled in Circles of Stone.
And when the Priests of Christendom come armed With Book and Vestment and Mitre treading widdershins Around our Holy Wells with splashings of Unholy Water But failing with their Prayers to undo our Spells.
Henceforth she will be known as Mary in Nine Churches In Belisama’s Vale: at Peneverdant, at Prestatun, at Wahltun, At Euxtun, at Leyeland, at Sceamlburgh, at Bamber Brig, At Ruhford, at Fernihough, she will be Honoured.
At Cockersand Abbey as Mary of the Marsh As the Magdalen in Maudlands in Nine Times Nine Churches Across the Islands of Prydain and beyond she will be Honoured,” Spoke the Prophet with the Dragon’s Tongue.
This poem was written as an early experiment in writing in the voice of ‘The Prophet with the Dragon’s Tongue’ in a Blakean style and brings together some of the mythic overlayerings of mother figures I have perceived within my landscape, in the Brythonic myths, and in visions and journeys.
I recognise this will not accord with everybody else’s perception of these deities and is very much a personal revelation. And, of course, I won’t be attempting to imitate Blake again, which I knew before setting out is impossible and foolhardy. I see it as a first step on the way to creating a myth to live by.
I undertake a fool’s quest to understand the origins of the breath of life and in my foolishness am granted an answer. I find myself amongst a crowd singing with them as three Mothers of Destiny breathe the awen (which is at once inspiration and one’s fate) into a baby.
It is suspended over a baptismal font that reminds me of the Roman altar to the Mothers at Lund Church near Springfields around five miles away from me.
Our voices are pre-Roman, Roman, post-Roman, of all the women who have sung their blessings to a child in this ancient gathering place and in churches where Matrona ‘the Mother’ appears as Mary and the Matronae as Faith, Hope and Charity.
They rise and fall as we sing: “Awen bendithion yr awen bendithion yr awen bendithion…”
II.
Sea Maidens
My fool’s quest continues as I cannot, now, resist returning to the mothers to pose the question of my own destiny. They appear as three sea maidens, stormy, stony-faced, amidst a sea of raging waters.
III.
The Web of my Destiny
The goddess in the middle shows me ‘the Web of my Destiny’. She holds it between her hands like a cat’s cradle. It shimmers golden and pulsates with coloured jewels of energy. She tells me that a small tweak can change everything. I realise that making a cat’s cradle is a two-way process, between a person and the gods, and it’s my turn.